fuck all of you. like genuinely. it's so unfair of friends to judge me for sleeping with the amount of guys i have slept with - for the record only 8 or 9, which is actually the AVERAGE FUCKING AMOUNT OF PEOPLE GIRLS WILL SLEEP WITH. ffs.
it's especially fucking unfair if they themselves have not had sex yet. like, no you have no fucking idea, you can't fucking make a judgement or comment, also you're meant to be a friend, what the fuck gives you that right? with friends like that who needs fucking enemies you know? idk.
talking to Cort, and we were just talking about food, and she's relapsing and now i feel all weird and triggered, and i'm just a bit sad, because she seemed like she was doing so well, but i guess it's what we fall back on, and i guess that's maybe ok, i don't know.
i feel a bit lost without a scale. i know I've gained.
but i know i'll lose.
