Niiiiiice guys~~~~~~

Okay, I just have to say that this is probably my feel good mood sort of thing. Just omg. This will always make me feel okay about things.

Thoughts on 'recovery' and intakes...

I don't mean to be a negative bitch, or anything, and I realize I talk about it a lot, but this is sort of also a very private little-known blog so I guess it's okay. Anyway, I wish people wouldn't talk about food or what they eat in a day... Like I get it's 'normal' but it doesn't seem normal, why do we obsess and feel the need to talk about how much we eat in a day? Why do we do it? More importantly why does every teenage girl I know do it? It seems to be an obsession - a compulsive need, almost and quite frankly, my dear I don't give a damn. It makes me feel awfully triggered when I have to listen to it...
I'm starting a diet next week, because I'm sort of done being fat. Yes it's healthy and everything and no I'm not starving myself, I just hope people don't bother me about it because I don't want to talk about it... I don't want to have to explain myself to every Tom, Dick and Harry!! It's just stupid! I'm genuinely going to get pissed off about it if I have to hear somebody question me, it's my own damn business my good lord. -.-
In other news, I quite like the tracking of the meals I eat through photographs, makes me feel a lot less out of control of it, and more able to keep on top of things, so I think I'm going to ask my parents for a camera for Christmas along with a few Forever 21 items... ;)
The meal above is just a bowl of Oatmeal topped with fresh autumnal fruits - absolutely lovely! ♡♡

Western Chic ♡

There's this lovely style called Western Chic, and I'm a little in love with it. I just adore the jackets and that bag has my heart already after just a glance. Gosh, if only I had money! It's definitely a motivation to be doing well in school for me this kind of thing, when I think of how people want to afford this sort of stuff and just can't ugh. At least I won't ever be spoiled, this is definitely the bright side of the whole affair.
I have so much damn homework now I think about it and haven't even glanced at it since MUN - complete utter waste of time, that's about all I have to say about it, so boring as well! <.< Why did I ever sign up for it??
Now I have to think of something else to do for creative which is going to be suuuuch a pain in the arse omg, I don't even want to think about it just yet. :/ PROCRASTINATION FUCK YES. ♡

Skeletal.

I've become increasingly fond of simple lines of poetry recently and I'm not exactly sure why. I just really like the simplicity of small fragments. 

hitRecord

I wish I could speak French incidentally I'm learning but ugh I wish I had more time to learn it in, unfortunately the IB leaves little room for even sleep, as I find myself going to bed at 3AM with shakey hands and blue lips.

Kiko and a rant...

I'm very much in love with Kiko and their make up and their nail varnish in particular it's just beautiful and sooooo gorgeous, I'm not over it at all omg. I feel like I'm becoming more girly recently and it's sort of nice and yeah.
Glad I didn't attend MUN being back at the ESM made me realize how damn lucky I am to be in the school I'm in. So glad not to have to go to a ghetto everyday. I feel like I've become conceited but all I can remember is feeling dreadfully unhappy there, because of a few select people and seeing them again in that environment and just hearing them say 'hey you' like we'd never met before was really damn pathetic and childish.. Ranting now but yeah, I can't believe how immature people are, it makes me sick. 

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