23.11.12 Friday and the morning after...

Wednesday and things that go by. Kind of strange Autumn fruit (blackberries, blueberries) +  the odd one out Summer fruit banana, oatmeal mix. It was actually really nice. Just it looks a bit gooey, and not very appetizing. ): 

And lots of tea for my throat, with wooly jumper and knit blanket. :) 

Went to Florence and the Machine concert yesterday (Thursday), and screamed myself hoarse again, throat is raw and I sound like a damn chain smoker, plus I'm really rather tired after all that, and just want to sleep all weekend long. ^^ Oh well, work must be done, and life goes on and such. Can't wait for the end of the day.

Started my Christmas shopping on Wednesday, already have a few stocking fillers for my mum and sister, just need to find some for my dad now. 

So mostly Essie nail polish/varnish, I felt the Pink Trophy wife was appropriate for my mum, while the pastel colour is definitely more my sister's style. :) 

So in short, can't wait to start wrapping up the presents and making cinnamon-orange sticks to put in the stockings so they smell of Christmas, and adklgjlkah. Best time of year for me. 

Breakfast and Monday Blues (19.11.12)

Really goddamn tired this morning, had trouble even considering getting out of bed, feel really damn ill, blocked nose, sore throat, on top of food poisoning from last week, I think I may die.
It's hard to consider the fact that I have another five weeks of school, something I can't even begin to consider facing to be honest, as I'm feeling really exhausted of all the work I'm being expected to complete, speaking of which these CAS hours are a bitch to get and I cannot be bothered with it for the moment... Procrastination~~~~
Worse still, I didn't bring a lunch to school, meaning eating about five or six pears for lunch alkgjjlkahjlakhjlkdjh.

Throwbacks and such ♡

I remember making this lunch aggggeeeees ago when I went with my dad to a museum and I still think it was the best one ever. It was like in 2010, and this was all part of recovery and everything and yeah... I don't know just it's nice to feel nostalgic about things once in a while I guess.

And thiiiis is what I live off when I go to my grandma's house, as she's very much a carnivore. Honestly I feel quite angry that I live in Germany where they sell like nothing nice, mainly meat and all that, and ugh. I get such baaaad heartburn from it it's kept me awake at night sobbing, pretty traumatic. 

Anywayyyy end of the nostalgic twilight kinda post here, I'm tired and off to bed to brace myself for tomorrow, going to be a living sort of personal hell. ♡

Western Chic ♡

There's this lovely style called Western Chic, and I'm a little in love with it. I just adore the jackets and that bag has my heart already after just a glance. Gosh, if only I had money! It's definitely a motivation to be doing well in school for me this kind of thing, when I think of how people want to afford this sort of stuff and just can't ugh. At least I won't ever be spoiled, this is definitely the bright side of the whole affair.
I have so much damn homework now I think about it and haven't even glanced at it since MUN - complete utter waste of time, that's about all I have to say about it, so boring as well! <.< Why did I ever sign up for it??
Now I have to think of something else to do for creative which is going to be suuuuch a pain in the arse omg, I don't even want to think about it just yet. :/ PROCRASTINATION FUCK YES. ♡

resolutions for october, yes late.

Exercising and a vegan diet as off Monday morning. I have my camelbak water bottle, my new salad container and all these sports clothes I ordered off Forever21.
I feel a bit better having done it, I just hope that school doesn't intervene with the way I've scheduled everything.

stormy weather and the atmosphere of the familiar

When you walk out of the door in the morning, there is a chill, and it shocks you to your bones, and you can smell the decay. It's lovely. The trees are shedding their unwanted excess. And I should be too.

Everything was lovely walking home this evening. I wish I could go out for another walk tonight, but unfortunately I have a lot of work all due tomorrow, which is really very frustrating and I would rather not do it to be honest. Anyway, I took some photos, probably looking like a complete moron with my camera aimed at the sky. I just love the way the clouds look almost bruised.

And here's another photo from yesterday. I just really love the Autumn light and the way everything looks more beautiful when it's dead or dying. 

cheap quality

Things that make me happy don't make other people as happy haha. I actually really like the pink shirt (H&M). <3

 So, here's some highstreet fashion, because I'm a cheap bitch xo.

Oh good lord, here is the kind of breakfast and lunch and dinner I eat. All the time. Because I need to lose weight before I kill myself. 

Nostalgic

So, it's been one month since school started, and I'm feeling a certain nostalgia for Italy and eating strawberries and doing little else actually, except lounging in the pool and furiously scribbling down calorie contents and flicking through girly magazines.
University booklets are arriving, and Oxford has sent a letter, which is amazing, don't get me wrong, but it also makes me want to projectile vomit and hide under a blanket with a cup of tea and my Harry Potter books.
They're apparently very interested in me and liked the conversation some of the students had with me and I think they're all stark raving mad. 

I'm not sure why I started this blog. I suppose this is another form of documentation and procrastination and anything but being productive. Either way, I have MUN research to do, and me ToK story to finish, and have I mentioned the notes I have to take for English on this video?

Outfoxed: Rupert Murdoch's War on Journalism

It's actually fascinating, only you begin to believe that every type of media except for the BBC is not liberal and have to seriously question America's ethics.
Bloody Republicans make things pretty damn complex.